January 2010
94 posts
The most unhealthy I've felt in a long time
And I’m a generally unhealthy person.
Flu on top of a mysterious throat closing up attacks.
Awesome, just what I need right now. Would be nice to hear a get well soon.
I should probably go to sleep but stupidly I’m waiting for a text that I know will never come. My throat is really bad and choking in my sleep is totally an option right now but hopefully not. The blu tack on my walls where the polaroids used to be are like little reminders of what has been lost.
The great north
tomsingssongs:
Trial of fire in Leeds this week, I had an interview hich pretty much drove me insane for the last month. I think it went well.
More importantly I got to see a really good friend and see how awesome uni has made her and the great life she’s made up there. It’s made me think that maybe I’ll stand a chance when I go to uni.
Two trains, twenty cups of free first class coffee, 10...
How is that fair at all?
I honestly feel like my chest is collapsing in on itself and the worst shittiest part is you couldn’t care less. Can you not just stop destroying who I am? I’ve worked so hard to be this person I am now, why would you want to knock me back down to where I was before? I wish I was still asleep right now. That was the last thing I needed to see after the promise we made last night.
Things I have come to realise:
spending £3 on a bottle of wine and not even noticing the taste is probably a bad sign.
staying out til 5AM makes so much more sense at 5AM.
whispering(loudly) about my allegiances to Pizza La Fonte while in the shop next door to Pizza la Fonte who are providing me with food is embarrassing for all involved.
It’s not a good plan to claim my shepherds pie is...
I hate imposed silence
I also hate the thought of walking to the parkinson steps to meet howard on my own in the freezinggggg cold!
Tom has gone home and now it’s quiet. eerily quiet and it’s almost suffocating. So in a minute i’m going to start the shower and get ready to go out tonight for another night of drunken forgetting of problems. I think this week is going to be full of them. Going out with Howard and Grace which is a nice change and I like the change cause they’re both lovely, also bought...
I can't breathe
Turn your phone back on. My throat is even worse than the other night and this is the only way to reach you.
Just met my new flatmate. He’s a boy like we wanted. He’s canadian! He has the same AA hoodie as me. Needless to say this semester should be pretty sweet.
I was literally almost sick in my mouth. I’m calling it quits now.
I just sound something that literally made my stomach turn sour. After everything, all the lies and promises and compromises, I find that. I know most people would think it’s nothing but truly, to me, it means a lot. Everything aches right now. I hate this.
Next door hates me for having an Awesome set of...
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your music taste leaves a lot to be desired
I think I’m going to give up on revision. I’ve no motivation to go outside in the cold to the library to look at some books that never seem to help much. I’ve read an entire text book, all lecture slides and a few other books on the side. I’ve watched plenty of films to give me visual references and I’m going to read over my notes in a minute to check i’ve not...
Spending habits
I just bought three books and a dvd from Amazon. In fairness, it only came to just under £14 and I haven’t bought books in a long time. I might take the dress I bought today back cause I could put the money towards something more unique that would benefit my wardrobe, hmmmmmm.
After looking at my bank balance earlier today I really want to go on a spending spree, I don’t know where the money has come from actually. Need to check over my loan papers. Anyway today was nice. Woke up next to Willis, got ready and came home, went to the library and into town. Picked up the Passion Pit tickets and bought some stuff then had a lovely dinner in Nation of Shopkeepers which...
illness
becciboo:
i am feeling all feverish and achy and all that shit so im going to be dosing up on lemsips and paracetamols this week as i am off up to leeds this weekend and i have to be feeling okay for that its just a must!
what are you coming to leeds for? if you’re out, i’ll come say hello!
I cannot put into words how angry you make me feel.
I feel very grown up renting a house
I’ve finally settled on who I’m living with next year and it’s Bex, Kiri, Amy, Sapphire and James. I’ll be the only brunette in a blonde household but I come equipped with a christmas tree and a wicked dvd collection. Viewings start next week. Excited but nervous at the same time.
Off to wagamamas tonight for dinner, yum yum.
I honestly don't find muscle on boys to be...
makemeyourpicture:
watertothebrain:
moshnaked:nolongerhuman:justwait:clavicula:(via leahisawkward)
Laura Marling - Ghosts.
I have no idea how im going to get my stuff to Uni
itstimetogetill:
Mum’s car has a boot smaller than my clothes bag itself, This is ridiculous. There arent any back seats. Most impractical car ever.
Why can’t you take the Jag? Then Bob can come along for the ride too. If you can’t bring my stuff don’t worry, just bring the vice, the pies and the astrostar please.
So far today, I’ve revising two lectures and not left my bed. I’m going to have a shower and heat up some curry for lunch then crack on with another lecture or two and make macaroni chicken and cheese casserole for dinner. Might go to the pub later on but depends on how I get on with revision.
Going to sheffield tomorrow to see Willis to celebrate 20 months with a wagamamas as is...
I'm sick of seeing your face on my dash
Death cab For Cutie - 405
I have achieved nothing today.
I honestly don't have a clue what to do
itstimetogetill:
becciboo:
chloemarie:
living with just boys isnt all that bad, honestly!
Yeah, we’re alright
But the boys I’d be living with are all slightly weird and shy and bleugh. I wanted at least one girl/normal person there.
Willis I know you’re alright but you are not in Leeds.